Lonely or just bored??

I usually can find things to do throghout the day while Mike is at work, clean the house, get something for the nursery, read books, etc but yesterday I had nothing to do, no money to go buy anything and Mike was out of town all day and all night so I had to find things to do the entire night also. I feel like such a loser these days! hehe. Everyone keeps telling me to just enjoy this time off and relax, I'm trying and I feel like if I get any more relaxed I'm going to stop breathing. :) I'm sure I'll regret not enjoying this time off more after I have a job again, but right now I'm so ready to be working again or have something to do! I went from taking 15 hours of school and working almost full time to ABSOLUTELY nothing! Atleast after June, Dylan will be here to keep me busy for the first 6 weeks or whatever until I find a job (hopefully!!). So last night I watched all my shows. That was about the only good thing is that I could watch all of my shows in peace without Mike making comments in the background about how dumb each of them are and making fun of the people. My Monday shows aren't as bad as the rest of the week I guess but he still makes comments about them. Because his adult swim CARTOONS he still watches every night are NOTHING to make fun of!! hehe. He keeps saying I should watch things that I learn something from. I'm like, I do learn things, I learn how to dance and I learn how rich snobby kids act from Gossip Girl, and I learn what NOT to do if I ever get on a reality show. hehe. And what does he learn from his cartoons anyways?? How to keep the bad guys away with this magical sword? right. hehe. He has been making me watch the new show Planet Earth. I have to say it's pretty amazing and I am interested in it, but after about an hour I just wish I was watching to see if Grey and McDreamy will actually be together this week and if Izzy is really dying! hehe.

Anyways, I made it through the night, slept on the couch as usual. I can't help it, the boogie man sleeps in the back rooms while MIke is gone, so I have to sleep out there to be able to escape in a good amount of time. haha, ok maybe I do watch too much tv!!! :) Mike comes home tonight so I"m happy.