I'm not complaining, I'm really not. I'm just having that feeling lately that I have been pregnant for 5 years now!! I hear it happens and you start feeling alittle anxious towards the end. I sure am feeling that now!! I'm sure if I had a job and was busier, it would be different, but being home so much is making it drag out the past few weeks. I am helping Mike plan a bachelor party for his friend for the end of this month. How good of a wife am I?? I think i'm just using it as an excuse to keep me busy though. I had to write up an email yesterday to send to the guys that are going and had to make it sound manly and not too detailed. hehe. So they don't know I'm the one planning this whole thing! Mike isn't even the best man and he's planning and throwing this whole thing. I think the best man lost his job and just isn't that involved in it all so the guy whose getting married sortof asked Mike to take over. I said i'm fine with that as long as we don' thave to pay for everything. I mean we aren't in the place to do that either!! So they are coming here Friday night and staying the night to go out and then Saturday heading to Lousiana for some fishing and gambling, etc. So I'm hoping I can find something to do on Friday instead of be here when a bunch of drunk guys come home! hehe.
I put up the play yard yesterday which will go next to our bed for the first few months I guess. I put it together in the nursery then after I was done, I realized it was too big to fit through the door. So now I get to take it all back down and put it all back up to put it in our room. hehe. Oh well. good practice since we will be taking it with us out of town and stuff. Feeling good this week though, not sleeping very well, but it's ok. I better get used to not sleeping through the night now. :)
Mike is finally done with finals!! Thank goodness. We have so much we need to do but it has been put on hold until he finished, so we have some stuff to do this weekend when we get back from Austin. I want to get the nursery all finished up, which means just putting up more shelves and fixing the letters on the wall (they aren't even). So we don't have a lot more to do. Then everyone is telling me that I need to start a bag for the hospital. I don't think he will come WAY early or anything so I have been putting it off, but I guess I better atleast start on it, never know for sure. I'm just SOO ready for things to get moving. I'm getting anxious about the delivery when I know I shouldn't be yet. I just hope I can handle it! hehe. My dr hasn't even asked me about my birth plan, like if i want drugs or anything. I guess we will discuss that in the next few weeks. I hope atleast!!
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You'll do great....what you feeling is totally normal. The unexpected is always scary but just remember billions of woman do this every day. If your doc hasn't ask...ask her about it. She probably hasn't asked because most of the time people get to the hospital and start labor and change their minds about a bunch of things....you can do this you are a strong woman, a godly woman and you have great support!!!! We will all be there for you and the reward will be GREAT!
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